bonesarebest

bonesarebest @ 2008-05-13T21:02:00

2008-05-14T01:07:28Z

I just want to be SKINNY....

bonesarebest @ 2008-03-06T22:24:00

2008-03-07T03:29:26Z

Tomorrows plan

B - banana + oatmeal - 210
S - dry popcorn - 30
L - diet coke - 0
S - apple
D - smart ones -150

= 390

keep it going - u can do it all!

I'm asking Ana to prom

2008-03-07T01:49:10Z

Ok, so because I'm such a fat pig, I know I won't get asked to prom. (Not that I've ever been a big prom girl but whatever) Plus, I fear trying on my old dress. Anywho - I thought, what could be better than asking ana to prom sooooooo the night of prom, I'm going all out. I'm talking professional manicure, pedicure, bubble bath, all of the magazines I can find, and before that, some serious exercise so I feel fu**'n awesome all night!!

Who's with me??
Me and ana - a night to remember! (kinda sad but I'll take what I can get)

Newbie

2008-03-05T22:06:57Z

Hi there, I'm new here and have been watching the community for 3 years. My mind is a constant battlefield between thin and fat and I need encouragement to help me stick to my plans! My grandmother died recently and I put on like 10 pounds!!! I need to get back to my beautiful thin and bones and lose clothing. Help me.

Stats: -- SOOOO EMBARASSED!!
5'7''
LW: 105
CW: 131
HW: 134

Hope I'm welcome! >> Thanks

Eating Normal Sucks!

2008-03-05T21:49:27Z

I always go back and forth in my mind. Sometimes (like today) I try to fight my desire to be thin and this is how I end up, depressed and FAT! I can't focus and I don't know why I am such a pig. I know this isn't what you all want to hear but this is all I have. WIthout you all, I'm left to the cruel tricks my mind plays on me.

PLEASE! I need some sort of encouragement because right now I feel so alone
and
how the Hell do I get my friends off my back??? - they won't leave me alone if I don't eat - I feel like they all hate me now

I have no back bone!

2008-03-04T01:27:12Z

I started 2468 today and things were going great. I had 1 cup broccoli for breakfast (30 cals) and brought 7 pretzels to eat to stop my stomach from grumbling during the day (43 cals). I skipped lunch, just a soda but I was sooooo hungry during 7th period and people were looking at me like "Jeez, we can hear your stomach, eat something!" So I had a pack of graham crackers (60 cals) and then at play practice, I just threw the day away and had an apple (80) and some pretzels (50 atleast) and then I just broke. I had salad w/ tuna, another apple, AND sugar free chocolate pudding. SO much for 200 calories. I guess I have to start over tomorrow. What a failure I am! Tomorrow's double periods so that should help. I need help! I can't keep doing this!

Plus** I need an excuse to not eat lunch or even go to lunch (private school so I can't say I forgot $$$)

Apple Pie anyone?

2008-03-03T02:53:37Z

Ok, I've got a huge sweet tooth so when I am about to throw my perfect day away for some grose processed chocolate, I do this instead.

Squeeze some lemon into a bowl
add i packet of Equal/Splenda
add cinnamon
mix
poor over sliced apple
tastes just like the apples for apple pie b4 you put them in the pie!!!

Keeps me from biging, hope this helps!

Sorry to be a post whore

2008-03-02T22:33:04Z

By the way, I'm new here, really excited and nervous!

the waiting game

2008-03-02T22:21:36Z

Agg, binging all weekend!! Tomorrow starts 2468, anyone feel up to it?

I'm almost the biggest I've ever been now and I'm completely miserable but I have no control. I'm not even going to post my stats because I'm so embarrassed.